February 16, 2004
i'm totally having avoidance behavior. there's a lot to be done, and it's daunting. i do think the impending changes in my employement situation are good in a way, but oh my god the things it is doing to my brain.
plus buck's sprain is slow in healing, so i'll add that stress.
valentine's day was lovely. and yesterday we moved pretty much the last of b's stuff over here from the apartment that he's paid for for the last 5 months and has only used occaisionally for an office. so, soon well will really be living together. i haven't lived with someone since i was 20. i'm happy about it, but it's definitely MORE STRESS. in a good way. i wouldn't change it.
it's how i get. the background noise that is usually in my head has been subsumed by the spinning on stress. so my brain is really busy, but it's doing it's own thing. it allows me the functionality of making a sentence, but every other bit of the brain is in the executive conference room and i'm not invited.
Posted by rosebaby at February 16, 2004 09:16 AM