January 20, 2004
it's a slow process getting back up to freeway speed after the holidays.
i need to redesign this site, but blogs all look the damned same no matter what.
and if they aren't the same they're unreadable. and it's just so much easier to leave it alone.
i really need to take care of my finances. but i haven't balanced my checkbook in roughly 15 years, and it's just so much easier not to.
b. and i have an ongoing conversation about space and how we are going to live together (not that we aren't now, but when ALL the stuff is at the house) - there is a lot of organizing to be done and both the garage and the basement are going to have to be dealt with for real. this topic can almost always cause something very very close to a panic attack for me, and it's so much easier to clear a space in the corner and not worry about the mountains of stuff.
i need to take buck on long walks on non-doggie-fun-farm days. but i rationalize that he gets a LOT of excersize the other days and it's dark outside, and i have all the other things that are easier not to do to do, so it's easier not to take long walks on tuesdays and thursdays because i have all that other stuff i'm putting off.
i'm certain you get the idea by now.
lately it's been applying to just about every part of my life.
Posted by rosebaby at January 20, 2004 03:34 PM
it seldom gets better in february
except for valentines, chocolate
and baseball training camps opening.