December 14, 2003
you can sing that to the tune of the indigo girls version of romeo + juliet if you would like to.
on one hand, nothing has changed, i bug him to correct his spelling. on the other hand, it's nice that his blog is back up.
busy week/end. today was the first time in awhile that there was really nothing to do that had to be done. should have christmas shopped, had to watch the survivor finale (plus last thursday's episode on tape). please note that it was 4 hours of my life i'll never get back. it will tide me over until the february all-stars show. it's (sickly) the only tv i make a point to watch.
drove to portland yesterday and spent the bulk of the day with k. if you've been reading long enough you'll remember him from a couple years ago. he's moved back from boise to portland. i am deeply thankful for the friendship that has remained and all it has brought. and it has - i trust him with my life. it's rare that an ex becomes such a cherished friend. and it's rarer to have a boyfriend who can really deal with that. it's funny, everyone i've talked to about this kind of thing always says almost the same thing - that they never want to be put in the position of choosing because the older friendship will always win - don't make me choose, you won't win. but i think that's about the feeling of being given some kind of ultimatum as much as anything. if for some (unlikely) reason b. and i were not together, anyone else would have to deal with that friendship also. because we are great friends. life rolls forward.
so, anyway, b. has been nothing short of amazing and fantastic dealing with all kinds of drama, and it teaches me about all kinds of new stuff. i am surrounded by really great people, and it's cool. i'm not exaggerating. i have the best boyfriend, and cherished friends.
yeah, i know, sappy. but it all keeps me sane.
Posted by rosebaby at December 14, 2003 11:49 PM