Songs you get stuck in your head are ear worms.

I've got this quote in my head that once upon a time was on my old "blog" (quotations due to the fact that it was 1996 and there were no CMS's and it was just a bunch of hand-made HTML). It was before google.

I've dug through the archives, I've tried the google. It's gone, except for in my head. It was a woman writer talking about the life she always pictured having versus the life that she actually had, on the farm, with muddy shoe prints and an imperfect family and how much she loved it. No idea who wrote it though. It was several sentences. If this rings a bell... well, you'd solve one small slice of my insanity if you could tell me what the quote is. Something like "what I always imagined my life would be".

unless, oh... uh oh. hmm. shit. I'll be back.