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September 20, 2007

for the first time in over a year...

i think i just had nearly half an hour where my brain wasn't mostly focused on baby jumbo noggin. wow. i was rather lost in thought about the last bunch of years. but now it's snapped back into reality.

i don't write poetry as much any more.

i don't spend days on end wrapped up in angst over some boy.

i'm not really planning on running off to join the circus. nor do i have a ticket to paris sitting on my desk.

i do have a lovely life now, it's full of magic and love and tiny fingers, and is more beautiful than i thought i'd ever find. but it's also very dfferent from what i thought it would be.

September 17, 2007

ducks. we have a few stragglers.

ack. so... i have so many ducks out of line that it's pretty much just a big duck free-for-all. and i'm not usually that way. however, i'm working on it, because if i weren't me, i'd make me batshit.

i have been paying for my old ISP because there was one final string that couldn't be cut due to bureaucratic insanity. but finally, FINALLY, i will fully consumate my current ISP. i heart dreamhost. i do not heart my old one. i think maybe my anger is a tiny bit unjustified, since i'm pretty sure it's my fault, but i do not love them anymore.

we have to get the finances in order, like super duper in order. living on one income is a challenge.

little man is nappy a lot today and it's great. i got some extra sleep earlier, and now i'm doing semi even useful stuff. it's amazing. but last night i stayed up until almost 3:00 am just because i was doing stuff and watching tv. it's a messed up schedule, but the time i have to myself is usually after 10pm. i did finish knitting a new hat for little mr jumbo noggin last night. that's pretty amazing to me. i knit for a couple of hours last night. HOURS. jeez. the last time that happened was before he was born.

i smell something. i should go check on my fava beans in the crock pot. happy day to you all out there.

side note: there are babies EVERYWHERE. my dear friend masie plum is expecting, as is harry's mom, jish had TWINS. sheesh. it's an explosion of tiny peeps. (these are just the latest, there are many more!)