did i mention tired? all the time. b. is a gem, and gets me through the day by dealing with pretty much everything. if i had bonbons i could probably have a nice nosh. if i could stay awake that long. it's pretty weird that i'm awak now. must sleep.

we've started looking around. jeebus hooey. there's a whole lot of marketing to first time parents. apparently we're all suckers. more on that later.

i'm getting wiggly. which means i'm deeply uncomfortable in all positions. time for sleep. i'll be all poetic and dreamy about pregancy in the next post or something.

oh, and about timing and stuff, i figured this all out AFTER my first trimester. yeah, super smart I am. and oddly enough mom didn't take the bait when i said i wanted to get married as late as possible in the pregnancy so I could fully be a pregnant bride. she just laughed. which means the news had still scrambled her brain. then again she also said "I know you've always wanted a baby". "um, mom, that must have been your invisible daughter". none the less. here we are, and it will be fine.