there is sometimes a disconnect between my creative brain and reality. it frustrates me to no end, and i'd really like to change that. i notice it most when b. and i do art projects (aka "let's make some shit").

b. and i have different creative processes. long ago we called a detante on the whole issue of Who Is The Creative Master and we can play nice together now. it's great. but frequently he gets more done than i do. he's better at jumping into the middle of things. for me things percolate in the brainpan until i have a pretty clear idea of what i want and then i can do it. and i was being totally project-ADD yesterday. b. on the other hand, made headway on our lotteria project. i have one of my 6 clear in my head, maybe 2 of 6. (we each have 6 paintings to do).

i think i need to go sit in on a 2nd grade art class to free up my inner non-ADD child.

i have a thousand ideas, it's wrangling those little jackasses into being.

and it's totally time to go back to work.